Hhhmmm...it might hurt me worse, and make me feel more bad and sad and sensitive and empathetic, sympathetic and guilty, if I can get free expenses-paid first-class airfare and trips to nice hotels, including driving with drinks, dancing, romancing and dinners, to tell Oprah and Doctor Phil, and their other psychobabbling media-whore sisters and brothers and others, all about how bad and sad I feel...if they make me good deals and at least buy my meals. I don't mind whining for free TV time, and space in newspapers and magazines, if you know what I mean. Boohoo, I wanna be a victim too! Howboutchoo? Hey, it's either waste this time online, or go outside and mow my grass. I pass.