As I've said, I bought a blue gun to practice concealment and draw with. I've also been carrying it whenever I go out somewhere. I'm starting to get over the anxious feeling that there is a giant neon sign indicating that I have a gun (there's still a placard around my neck, lol.) Even wearing my NRA hat, no one seems to put 2 & 2 together. I'm planning on buying myself an actual handgun for Christmas. Just thought I would share.