
Originally Posted by
DesignDawg
Hey all,
To recap from my intro, or in case you missed it: I'm not new to guns in general, but outside of the hunting shotguns and 22 revolver and BB guns I used as a kid, I've had little experience. Only recently have I decided to accept the great responsibility of owning a gun for SD/HD, and I've recently purchased a S&W Shield 9mm, and have taken the CCW course and am waiting patiently for my appointment to apply for my license. Unbelievably, when I called to make that appointment weeks ago, the earliest available one was April 8. So for now, I'm a gun owner with very limited rights, and that gets to the "unexpected developments" part of the title:
Having spent a little time here and other places online educating myself, reading books, watching videos on self defense, etc., I've become acutely aware of how badly I want to have that gun on me at all times. I'd like to think I was never foolhardy, and I'd love to convince myself I was never a "sheep," but I'm not too proud to admit that my eyes have been opened. When I think back to how many ATMs I've frequented at all hours (3 a.m. is not unusual--I'm a very busy, self-employed person who sometimes pays myself in cash from one bank to another, and sometimes when I get off work), where I've parked, and how exposed I have been on numerous occasions, all I can do is thank God I've never been picked out by a BG. --And the flipside of this gratitude is that it's torture for me--now that I know how unsafe my life can be on occasion--to not be able to be armed. I'm not the type of person to just be impatient, itching to get my permit just because I can't wait. What it comes down to is that for 35 years, I have been unarmed and fine with it, because I wasn't cognizant of how badly I might need to be armed. Now that I have a greater SA, the 4 months I'm having to go unarmed seems like an eternity. Of course, I don't need a license or a weapon to practice better SA and tactical thinking, and that's exactly what I'm doing. And it makes me cringe to think of some of the parking spaces I have been willing to settle for in the past, etc. So I'm trying to do better.
On a related note: even though by FL law, I'm allowed to carry in my house, in my car, and at work without a permit, there's a glaring omission in my rights that effectively makes it illegal to protect myself at work: I can have the gun inmy car in the parking lot, but as soon as I pull it out to walk into my office, I'm committing a 3rd degree felony. I have one suite in a large shared facility, so the "common areas" such as the parking lot, hallways, lobby, etc. are off-limits. This is the same issue condo owners have under our law as written. This is according to the Gutmacher "green book," where he drives that point home several times. In day to day life, the place where I want that firearm THE MOST is between my office and my car when I'm headed home at night. If I get into something on the way out, I don't think I'm going to get to say, "hold on a sec, guys, while I get in my car and make this an even fight..." How frustrating.
Ricky