I have done plenty of searching and looking at the comparisons, but the gun shops I have local never have anything in stock. I am looking at the cm9 but do not know how 'pocketable' this little gun truly is. I am a big man... trapped inside a 3rd graders body. At 5'6" and 145lbs, if I wear anything that fits, most guns stick out like a sore thumb, hence my want for a true pocket gun. I am not going to dress around my gun. If I buy a whole new (looser fitting) wardrobe just to be able to carry, that would be as noticeable as OC to me. I would love to stay with 9mm, but if I have to go down to .38 or even .380 I will. LCP / p3at both fit fine of course, but is there anything with a little more bang. Budget would be roughly $500 give or take. I currently carry a Para Carry 9, so it would have to be substantially smaller than it. I have looked at the little Sig p238, and have no issue with that platform, kind of prefer the 1911 style guns, but just wanted to know if there was anything out there that I have not been looking at.
Thanks in advance for your replies.