A very wise firearms instructor I know told me not too long ago when I was in your position to find a weapon that fits you and you can shoot well. It should fit comfortablely in your hand and be comfortable when you carry it. Carry weapons are like shoe's you just have to find what fits you. Purchasing an uncomfortable weapon to shoot means that it probably won't get the range time and therefore won't be accurate if called upon save your life. Just thought I'd pass along some wisdome bestowed on me that helped my decision on my first CCW.