What are some of the light weight 44 special`s and are they heavy on recoil. I`m not recoil sensitive but I have a S&W 442 Airweight and can`t get it to shoot anything worth having. I also have a S&W 696 no dash which is a 44 spec and a fine revolver but it`s way too heavy for carry. I`m looking for some opinions from folks that already carry the 44 spec. and what they recommend.