
Originally Posted by
Thanis
Thank you for the posts. They have helped to center me.
Just want to agree, that those who take their prey, and "enjoy" killing something, are kin in intent to murder, and are potential problems to be watched closely. The calling out of this flaw is something about hunting I like. I have a younger cousin who has always needed a closer eye, and in the process of hunting a dark side of his nature came out, and it was a good opportunity to address it before it went on to something else.
However, there is nothing wrong with being excited with the primal kill. It is a fine line. For the lack of better words, the kill is the climax / zenith of a good hunt, and there is nothing wrong with that enjoyment. It just is not for me. It really does come down to the fact that I'm not hungry. The food chain is hidden from the masses, my appetite is healthier than I am, and like many, I'm conditioned away from the reality.
One example is I just can't kill a mallard duck. My family once hunted ducks extensively. We have old wood decoys all over the place. However I'm part of the tree that rooted and branched into the suburbs, where the realities between man and beast are politely avoided, even at the grill behind every house. I can't kill a duck, because I spent my youth watching and feeding them and their ducklings in my back yard. My wife caught me talking to a pair last year, as I feed them bread, about two feet from me, making suggestions to them as to where they should nest, based on my landscaping plans. When they did nest where I suggested, my wife tought that was just insaine. It was not that the duck know what I'm saying, or that they took my advise. My voice was calm. Based on experience, I knew where they would go. It all goes back to when I was younger and my parents found a dead duck shot by a pellet gun. Then they found 4 eggs. They took them in, and 3 of the 4 eggs hatched. We raised the ducks, taught them to fly, and that was it. Ducks were pets, not food. Sure, my parents still hunted, but it had changed me. I have all the skills and knowledge to be a great duck hunter, pasted down knowledge, stories, and if I was hungry, there would be many dead ducks.
So to sum up, thanks for the posts, it has helped to center me. I think it might be a good idea to start thanking the animal, and more importantly, I need to be sincerely thankful.