Is it me or am I parinoid?
I started CCWing Monday night when I carried (.38 in a pocket holster) taking the kids to ballet. At first I was nervous, trying not to be like new CC's that I read about on this site (always touching your set-up every 10 seconds to make sure it's still there…I thinks it's also partial shock that u have a legal weapon on you). But the thought of the gun just going off kept going thru my mind. But I continued to remind myself that it will only discharge if I put finger off the trigger! Remind you when i was checking my set-up, I was just checking to see if the handle was not sticking out the top of the large cargo pocket. PARINOID
Well today, I'm at a kiddie birthday party with the fam and I got my new friend in the large pocket in my cargo shorts. Nobody knows a thing (unfortunately the wife knows I have weapons but there's a
"don't ask don't tell rule" when it comes to CCing. So were at the party and I'm watching college football with another dad then all of a sudden the ENTIRE party comes inside to open gifts. Since this was not my house, I could not argue with everybody bombarding the room (I was pissed at the mom who just walked in front of the tv to take pictures. So I got like 100 kids sitting in front of me and all I can think about is the revolver discharging…WHY??? why am I so parinoid?
I have read the post inwhich a person had a ND and God forbid that happen to me! I try to be very alert when handeling loaded weapons especially with children in the house. I don't want to put negative vibes and thoughts out into the universe. Maybe writing this post will help this parinoid feeling go away!
Is it me or has anyone else ever had these feelings?