So I'm a young female and I work in a pharmacy. I open and close prescription bottles at least 500 times a day and they almost all have child safety lids on them. Lately it's taken a toll on my hands and by the end of the week I have very poor grip strength and my right hand aches. Can y'all recommend a gun thats small enough to conceal but doesn't have a lot of recoil? I tried out an M&P shield and I felt like the grip was too thin. I was okay at shooting it but the recoil was too much and I didn't like it lol. I DONT want a revolver (not fun to bring to the range IMO). My budget is around 400$. I'm 5 8" and I have long fingers and I've noticed a longer fuller grip helps. I wish I could just open carry but corporate frowns upon guns. After some homeless guy trying to break into our cars and some creepy heroin addict hanging around the store at night you better believe I'm going to carry!